Lay-Away

blarg, as sean would say.

i'm angry now. not because anyone's being rotten to me, but because i was angry a long time ago and didn't deal with it.

i'm angry on lay-away! it was sooooo wee-ahd (which is australian for weird) to lie in bed last night and feel all this anger bubble out. i could feel it bleed out of my spine, which is where i seem to store everything.

it wasn't bleeding out as anger, though, it was bleeding out like hiccoughs. spine hiccoughs? whatever. that's what it felt like. and i feel better today.

but i also feel like it might be good for me to spend a day being godzilla and stomping the crap out of tokyo. so if i blow up at you, please forgive me. i'm mad about things that happened last year, not about things that are happening now.