Gold

i used to turn the corner and look for it in the driveway; her gold truck.

then, when it was gone, i would flinch everytime a gold truck drove past. or just a truck. or a gold car.

now i catch myself looking for it. even when i know it's not in town. i get to turn the corner again and hope it's in the driveway.

we're having a reunion dinner at amazonia on monday night. it will be the first time i've been back since i left. i'm excited about it. even if steve can't make it and danah will be late. they say you can't go home again, but i wonder.

this is all a long winded and mismatched prolgue to the announcement that i'll be in vegas this weekend. wish me luck.