Project
sean just left. We were writing the syllabus for Cinema Jejune: 501; "Semi-orgasmic Translucid Optics and Associated Thai Food"
um. yeah. it's a film class we "teach" every few years. wednesday nights we're gonna show films and talk about them. if you're interested you could ask for more info.
anyway, writing the syllabus was a project. then he left and i jumped back into projects a and b, which are ripping all of my cds so i can load them on my iPod and figuring out how the hell to use this movable type software so i can make this blog look the way i want it to. an hour later, there's an image at the top of this page instead of just text.
sure, i know i could just ask any number of people how to do it, but somehow the process of discovery makes me actually *learn* it. i hope.
i'm thinking about how many projects i invest in and how when i have a day that's set aside for relaxing, what that really means is that i work on my projects.
and that leaves me with this question: does this make me happy? i'm not sure. i get great satisfaction from figuring out, for example, how to make the border on the image a teal color instead of the standard link-purple, but... have i relaxed?
in writing this i realize that its much easier for me to relax when there's someone else around. what's that about? am i not good enough company on my own to make alone-time feel productive without a project? why do i always need to feel productive?
