Discretion

today i will get very drunk, dress like an idiot, and pull a shopping cart across the city. i'm certain there will be pictures.

i am currently struggling with the fact that i'm not really writing anything here. i've been trying to be discrete, to be cautious, to be private. none of those things come naturally to me. i'm generally all out on display. my feelings, desires, and everything laid out like a big buffet. keeping a blog is part of not fighting that.

so fuck it.

i'm in love with madhavi.

again.

although, i guess if i'm going to be really honest, i never stopped loving her.